you know that saying you don,t know what you have until its gone? well i can surely tell you that they are right. all my life i spent so many years being well stupid, typical me. this is extremely hard for me to talk about because i just can,t do it without crying, but here i go. i made a lot of mistakes in my life and although i wish i would have known then what i know now.. i wouldn,t go back and change what i did. because without those mistakes i wouldn,t have learned the things that i did. in my life i took everything for granted; i never thought anything would be taken away from me. but in july of 2009 my life when tumbling down.. fast. i was weak, and unable to speak.. my little heart was broken when i lost cooper, the little boy who was my best friend. a four year old boy.. who changed my life forever. and for him.. i am beyong thankful. it was the hardest trial i have ever had to face.. it has taken me a year to overcome. it has taken me sixteen years to find myself. cooper... i have you to thank for this; but i also have your mother, sister and father.. jana lynn you have changed my heart in so many ways i could never begin to explain.. you are the most amazing person i know and i love you with all my heart. and bear? you will change the world someday.. because you change mine every time i see you; and although i wish he was here sitting next to me.. i know he is up there watching over all of us. and that makes me smile, imissyouandcan,twaittoseeyouagain.
oh los angeles we leave you now,
at the setting of your skies
as we leave the comfort of your ground
with your angels we will fly
well you carried us in broken dreams
like a mother does her sons
we were scattered 'cross your dirty streets
we were dying one by one
and you helf us in your city lights
and we made our peace with lonely nights
and you healed our broken hearts
well they say the Big One's gonna come
and you will fall into the sea
we will know then that your work is done
and your angels will go free
and your angels will go free
and your angels will go free
and your angels will go free
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